Abschied und Anfang (and Saunas)

Abschied und Anfang – Farewell and Beginning

Wow, we’re back in San Francisco! We landed exactly one week ago.

For me, it’s been a whirlwind roller coaster of happily seeing friends and family, missing Berlin and my friends there, basking in the beautiful California sunlight and nature, frustration at the terrible public transit and lack of density, and kicking my job search into high gear.

Shortly before we left Berlin, I saw this museum exhibit poster on an advertising column. (We didn’t end up making it to the exhibit, though we had been to a previous exhibit of this famous German artist’s work.) The exhibit is titled Abschied und AnfangFarewell/Parting and Beginning – which resonated with me as exactly where I was in that moment. Farewell to Berlin, and new beginnings in the US.

Before we left, we had a lovely goodbye weekend, stocking up on good vibes to send us onward to California. On Friday we finally made it to the cute and cozy Yorckschlösschen jazz club down the street from us, with some good friends (and good music!). Saturday we had our “House Cooling” goodbye party (“Abschiedsparty”), with cold ice cream & sorbet of course – and Chinese New Year cake! I was glad to be surrounded by all my Berlin peeps. It’s hard to say goodbye to Berlin, even though I’ve done it multiple times now, so it felt good to see everyone one last time.

Sunday Bryan and I cleaned and packed for most of the day, but in the evening we went to the Stadtbad Neukölln bathhouse, for one last very German experience. Germans are suuuper into bathhouses & saunas, and some are really big – called a Sauna Landschaft, or sauna landscape (I recommend Vabali if you’re ever in town – I could spend whole a day there!). Many gyms have a sauna and a steam room, and for my last couple of months in Berlin I was going to a sauna & steam room at least twice a week after workouts.

Saunas are generally coed and “textile free”. I’ve had one weird experience with that, but otherwise it seems to work out fine, and nobody really thinks about the nudity like they would in the US. There is of course a long German word for doing things nude – usually just abbreviated FKK, which stands for “free body culture”. Most beaches have an FKK area, and all saunas are FKK. No Puritans! Though there are women-only days or women-only areas for women who feel uncomfortable with coed nudity. Apparently there’s no concern about men feeling uncomfortable?

Anyway, that bathhouse is one of the nicest in Berlin, because it was built in the early 1900s and is extra pretty, with ancient Roman-inspired mosaics everywhere. I also like that it’s cheap, operated by the city, and accessible to everyone – it’s a great government service, and one that is hard to imagine existing in the US. Bryan had never been before, so I was glad he got to see it, and it was also great to swim, relax, and get some exercise & blood flow before sitting on an airplane for the better part of a day. The only bad thing about my final weekend is that I forgot to get a pile of sausage to bring back to SF. It’s just not the same here!!

Now that we’re back, we’ve been staying with my sis for a few days while my brother-in-law was traveling, and doing lots of babysitting of my adorable(!!) niece. But we’ll be moving to North Berkeley on Wednesday, at least for a bit. And I’ll be in LA from Feb 7 through President’s Day. If you’d like to meet up in LA or SF, please send me a note! I’d love to see everyone.

As for what comes next – we’ll see! For now, all I know is that we’ve said farewell to Berlin for the moment, and now it’s time for new beginnings here.

Where’s home?

Our home on an October day in Berlin. “Home is where the turtles are. Of course!” – Joanna

<Post written by Bryan & Joanna>

As 2020 begins, we’re looking ahead to the next chapter, after our wandering sabbatical year in Berlin. One of the questions we’ve been asking ourselves is where to call home. We acknowledge how incredibly lucky and privileged we are to have the opportunity to consider & choose where to live. Many people do not have this freedom. This year we lived for a bit in Berlin, stayed for a while in New York and London, and visited many other cities in the US and around Europe.

As we’ve traveled, we have felt how life is similar and different in each city. It’s helped us hone our senses and discuss what we each like and what matters to us, even as we remember that most of what makes life happy and fulfilling is not where we live, but rather how and with whom. Here are some of the main things we’ve been thinking about as we contemplate where to live starting in 2020. Wherever we land, we hope to stay there at least 3-4 years, and then reconsider whether we want to stay or move on.

Diversity & Integration

For us, places where people with diverse backgrounds & interests can live together are better places to live. They’re more equitable and offer more enriching life experiences to all residents.

Diversity is just one piece of the puzzle — we also want a place that’s well-integrated, where people of all kinds share common space, whether at markets, schools, restaurants, playing fields, or community groups. For instance, while San Francisco is relatively diverse as a whole, its neighbourhoods and schools are less well integrated.

During our travels this year, we’ve walked through many urban boundaries. We’ve crossed a street and gone from a restaurant with all White customers to a church with all Black attendees, or from age-diverse non-hipster stores to young hipster-central, or from fancy terraced houses to world-class tourist trap. While we were in the US, we enjoyed comparing our experiences on the ground with maps of diversity data. The University of Virginia Dot Map is especially readable (runner up: National Geographic’s Diversity Map).

San Francisco (from University of Virginia Dot Map)

Easy Access to Nature & Cuteness

We care a lot about the urban environment we participate in and how it feels.

For both of us, having nature nearby nourishes life — from the trees that we see out the window, to parks and waterways nearby for walks, to wilderness we can easily reach. We want to be in a vibrant, dense city environment, yet a quick hop from an ocean, forest, lake, or mountain. While here in Berlin, the city parks and country lakes have been wonderful, especially in summer, but we’ve missed dipping our toes in the Pacific Ocean and hiking in the Sierras. It’s flat here for a hundred miles in every direction, and the tallest thing nearby is a World War II rubble heap.

For Joanna, beautiful buildings (as opposed to ugly flat boxes) are also important. The more crown moulding there is, the better. Though a natural wood look is nice, too. Bryan’s a little more lax on this criterion — he appreciates homes that blur inside and outside, but he’s okay with anything that is not a brutalist chunk of concrete. Too many years spent in the depths of the MC in Waterloo.

MC, the University of Waterloo Math Building (from Wikimedia Commons)

Great Urban Mobility

Moving from one place to another fills a good chunk of our daily lives. This is why we prefer to live in mixed-use areas where we can move quickly, delightfully, and safely through a typical day.

Ideally we also want to be able to commute to work and meet up with friends in under 30 minutes by bike or transit. Also we’d like everything we need day-to-day within a nice 5 minute walk or bike ride. This means we should be able to get to the grocery, doctor, gym, yoga, haircut, bakery, drug store, tasty restaurants, Döner kebab, and nifty cultural things. Our neighborhood in Berlin, Kreuzberg, fits the bill:

Everything here is a 5 minute bike ride from home, including three different organic groceries!

A few factors that contribute to great mobility in Kreuzberg are good bike infrastructure, high density buildings that are all 6-7 stories, mixed-use zoning, and walkable street blocks. In his post about life in Berlin, Bryan wrote a lot more about why mobility is so delightful. Even on our quiet side street, there are a couple dozen businesses on the block – everything from a daycare to an orthopedic center. You can see what this feels like in a bike tour near our house:

New York and Berlin definitely come out ahead in mobility (though getting from Brooklyn to Harlem is not exactly fast). London was also very dense, but tended to have less mixed-use zoning. It felt like everyone takes the tube to different areas for sleep, work, and entertainment. Parts of the city felt like ghost towns in the morning, mid-day, or evening. The San Francisco Bay Area is okay by American standards, but has pretty awful urban mobility in comparison.

Delightful Culture

Joanna likes having access to great museums, performing arts, talks, and other fun activities. It’s the best when there are a million things going on at once, and nearby. She also values being in a place with a sense of history, where people feel a connection to their heritage and like to explore how their history can inform today’s culture. She appreciates the sense of purpose and energy that comes from common acknowledgment there is much to be done to make our community (neighborhood, city, region, world…) a better place. Joanna also likes living somewhere relatively non-materialistic (except for beautiful buildings & public space), where there is less focus on buying nifty objects and waiting in lines, and more on picnicking in the park, visiting a museum, or going on a bike ride.

While there are many smaller places with great culture, Joanna really does like having many many things going on. For example, Santa Fe was great culture-wise, but at the same time rather sleepy. Joanna liked living in Bonn for a summer back in 2011, too – but it’s also quiet for our current life stage. For now, Joanna thinks a metropolitan area of around 6 million or (preferably) more people is nice. For Bryan, how vibrant a city is also matters, but there are smaller cities that he thinks are nice too. Like Denver, at just under 3 million.

We’ll reconsider in 3-4 years. There aren’t too many cities that are that big, so it’s a little limiting.

Strong Social Services

Social services are important to us, both for ourselves and because they allow for a more fair and equitable society. Everyone should have access to quality food, housing, healthcare, education, childcare, other parenting support (e.g., parental leave), work-life balance, and retirement. When people do hit a rough patch, they should be reasonably supported rather than unnecessarily or excessively punished/criminalized.

Germany excels on all of these fronts. We have friends here who quit work for a few years to go back to university. University tuition is nearly free. There’s no pervasive competition to move to the neighborhoods with the best schools or send kids to private school, creating more pressure to earn. Our friends here take more than a month of vacation a year, and several work four-day weeks. New parents get a year of paid leave, shared across both partners. Unemployment payments are generous, and recipients can also take a range of actually-quite-reasonable courses to improve their job prospects. There’s no stigma associated with being temporarily unemployed, and the consequences are rarely catastrophic (except in parts of the East, where there is some systemic unemployment associated with the decline of manufacturing post-socialism). The criminal justice system is also more humane, with better prison conditions, much shorter sentences, and somewhat less systemic racism. Of course, racism and white nationalism are certainly still big problems in Germany – for example, minority kids are systemically tracked into worse schools, and there was recently something in the news about an extremist state legislator in the former East shouting “Negro” repeatedly during a legislative session (and then claiming he wasn’t being racist…). But still, incarceration rates are an order of magnitude lower than in the US, and rates of homeless people on the streets are an order of magnitude lower than in SF (though overall housing insecurity rates are similar).

In the US, social supports are weaker. While we’re fortunate to have some savings, to live a German lifestyle in the US, we’d both need to maintain high-paying jobs. That’s the only reliable way to build savings and pay for services the government does not cover well. Plus we’ll both need to continue fighting at work to show that it’s what you do that matters, not how many hours you work.

And of course, no matter what we do, there will be many people around us who cannot afford that lifestyle and are suffering from lack of social services and high levels of systemic injustice. Bryan is fine with this, because inequality of opportunity is far worse globally, and in the US one can do more to improve things everywhere. Joanna agrees that the US is a great place to work on changing the world for the better – it is vibrant, ambitious, and powerful. However, it still makes her uncomfortable to be in a society that she believes accepts too much injustice, and to some degree even praises inequality.

Perhaps because of being raised on stories of the Holocaust and having lived for a couple of years in Germany, Joanna also goes through life asking herself with reasonable frequency: Are there ways in which our society is committing crimes similar to what the Nazis did? How am I personally complicit? What actions could I take to be less complicit? Acknowledging that everybody is to some degree complicit, am I okay with my degree of complicity? These are difficult questions.

Affordability

A place must also be affordable, given the salaries we might have. This is one area where relative differences are more important long term than absolute differences.

For example, even though everything costs a half or a third as much in Berlin vs. San Francisco, the salaries are also about a third. On the flip side, there are more social services offered in Germany. While our American savings go farther here in absolute terms, if we stay long term, what matters more is our relative purchasing power.

In the end, Berlin, SF, and NYC look like roughly a wash. London stands out as comparably unaffordable, with expenses closer to NYC and SF but salaries closer to Berlin. It seemed that cost of living makes a real impact on many Londoners’ quality of life – very long commutes, being forced to live in areas with poor air quality, and less ability to take advantage of all the amazing cultural offerings of the city. However, it’s always hard to judge from the outside – it seems these concerns, along with gentrification, are present in just about every city we visit.

Family & Friends

We’re totally burying the lede. Friends and family are the most important of all. This year we’ve missed seeing all of you in Canada and the US — you’re so far away!!

Good Career Opportunities

This is the other super-important item. We want a place where we can both find impactful, rewarding work in 2020. Deciding what to do for work is a huge topic unto itself!

Joanna has previously had a hard time finding work in Germany, but this time around she felt she could find something in scooters or electric mobility. Trickier than finding work in the US, and there’s also a lot of sexism in the workplace, but doable.

Bryan spent time looking, but it was harder to find interesting work in Berlin. While the tech scene’s been growing in the last decade, it is small in comparison to the other cities, with few interesting openings for more senior engineers. Plus there’s a critical mass of talent and companies in fewer industries, like Finance, Advertising, and E-commerce, all areas Bryan’s currently less interested in working in.

What’s Next?

While there are many good places to live, no place checks every box. It’s been hard to choose. A few months ago, New York, Berlin, London, and San Francisco were still on our short list — they are all reasonable in almost every area above.

After deliberating, we’ve decided to go back to the US and move to either San Francisco or New York. Let us know if you have thoughts on where we should go!

London was wonderful in many ways, but it felt harder to afford, less mixed-use in many areas, and a bit less social-democratic than the rest of Europe. While Berlin is a wonderful city to live in, there are far fewer interesting jobs for Bryan, and likely also fewer for Joanna. Plus we’ll be closer to all of you in North America! But Joanna will still very much miss Berlin, and so we promised to reconsider living in Europe in a few years.

We’ll be arriving in San Francisco on January 27 and will see where life takes us after that. Until we find work, we’ll be staying in North Berkeley. If you’re in the Bay Area, we’d love to see you!

It was 13 degrees Celsius (55F) yesterday!

<This post is by Joanna.>

Before we came to Berlin, I told Bryan all about how cold it was, and how it might never get more than a degree or two above freezing in January or February. And yet, here we are in mid-January, and it’s been so warm I don’t even need my heavy jacket. Apparently it’s been warm the past several years now.

I haven’t super researched the climate predictions for Berlin, but here’s what a nifty study of cities’ 2050 climates says (the website has a nice visualization to check all your favorite cities, as well as a spreadsheet with more details if you’re curious):

By 2050, the climate of Berlin will be most similar to that of current-day Canberra. The maximum temperature of the warmest month is likely to increase by 6.1°C, resulting in a mean annual temperature change of 1.8°C.

Crowther Lab, Cities of the Future

I’ve also heard people cite predictions that German summers will be significantly hotter (they are already getting hotter), and that there will be even more drought and flash-flooding across the country (also already starting to happen). I was a bit sad this summer that one of my favorite Berlin parks, Hasenheide, had rather dry and brown grass instead of the lush green of my memories.

And clearly winters are getting warmer too! Personally I’m pretty happy to be able to walk and bike outside comfortably. But… I also know that this is very much not what the weather is “supposed to be” in January.

I wonder what future generations will think of their climates. I guess they’ll be used to whatever they grew up with. Will they be curious about what it used to be like, or sick of us old fogies obsessing over how things used to be? Will those of us who remember things being different feel moved to tell stories about it? What stories will we tell? Will it be sort of like how I grew up with stories of the Great Depression? Or will we all just forget what it used to be like, and live with the way things are in the moment?

Germany Civics, Part 2: The Bundesrat

The Bundesrat. It’s across the street from my aquafit class, so I pass by all the time – lucky me!

The Bundesrat is Germany’s Senate, and it’s different from the US Senate in a number of significant ways. Like the US Senate however, it has a couple of very important purposes:

  1. Provide a voice for state-level considerations, and a way for less-populous states to not get drowned out by more populous ones.
  2. Have an Upper House of the Legislature that has slightly lower reelection pressures and members somewhat less likely to get caught up in short-lived/radical fads, who can thus serve as a check on the potentially rowdier Lower House.

The US has slightly weakened item #2, as Senators are now directly elected (they weren’t originally). But they still have much longer terms than the House, and only a portion of the Senate is up for election every 2 years.

Degressive Proportionality

One can argue about whether a state-level voice is appropriate anymore, but I am not getting into that. I’m willing to accept that states may have particular interests and that society may therefore decide that the vote of someone in a small state should have more power than mine in California. The question is, how much more power should a resident of a less-populous state have?

In the US, Wyoming is our least-populous state, with 578,000 people. California is the most populous, with 39,560,000 people. We both get two Senators. Put differently, individual Californians get one sixty-eighth (1/68) the representation of individual Wyomingites in the Senate. I am fine with Wyomingites having a vote that counts more than mine, but one person having 68x more powerful a vote than another is just too much.

And by the way, this is also an issue in the House, even though it’s supposed to be proportional. California has 53 Representatives, which is 746,000 people per representative. Wyoming gets the minimum of one representative, who represents their 578,000 people. So even in the House, Wyomingites get 1.3x the representation of Californians, on a per-person basis.

But back to the Bundesrat. It uses representation with degressive proportionality to give less-populous states greater voice, but not such an outsize role as in the US. Every state gets between 3 and 6 seats, depending on population:

  • 3 seats if population < 2 million
  • 4 seats if between 2 & 6 million
  • 5 seats if between 6 & 7 million
  • 6 seats if population over 7 million

The result is that representation ranges from 224,000 residents per seat in Bremen, to almost 3 million residents per seat in North Rhine-Westphalia (Wikipedia). In other words, Bremen voters have 13x more of a voice in the Bundesrat than North Rhine-Westphalia voters. It’s a significant boost – but it’s not 68x. I think it’s more fair, as it prevents both individual large states and groups of small states from dominating the Bundesrat.

For any math nerds who want to think about the optimal extra voice that residents of smaller states should get, here is some interesting reading on the subject.

Unlike in the US Electoral College, there is no role for state-specific representation in the election of the Chancellor. That is done by the proportionally-elected Bundestag.

Other Differences

The Bundesrat members are not elected. Instead, the state Governor-equivalent (usually referred to as a “Minister President”) automatically serves in the Bundesrat. Other seats are generally filled by state cabinet members. The individual members from a given state delegation don’t have autonomy, however. They must vote as a bloc. And if just the Minister President shows up, that’s fine – he/she/they can just say how the entire state delegation votes, and that’s it.

As a result, Bundesrat members are generally less focused on national or international politics, and more pragmatically/bureaucratically focused on how the legislation in question will impact their home states in practice. If a proposal brings home pork, great. If it’s infeasible to implement, bad news. If it limits state rights, they can get very fussy. For example, for the legislation authorizing e-scooters, the Bundesrat was mostly just concerned about the issue of sidewalk riding. They absolutely did not want a bunch of wild young scooter riders terrorizing elderly and disabled citizens on the sidewalk – that results in a lot of angry constituents. But just about every other issue in the legislation was basically unimportant to them.

Another consequence of the appointment process is that the makeup of the Bundesrat changes every time there is a state Legislature election. State elections occur generally every 5 years, with the 16 different states staggered so they don’t vote all at once. The Bundesrat makeup is thus continually changing, but is always consistent with state level representation. I don’t know that this is better or worse than the US system, it just is.

Current makeup of the Bundesrat. The colors represent the party makeup of each state government. Source: Aeroid, CC BY-SA 4.0, via Wikimedia Commons

Finally, the Bundesrat has less power than the US Senate. While the Senate can initiate its own legislation (except for budgets, which the House always initiates), the Bundesrat can only respond to legislation passed by the Bundestag (lower house). It can request changes and reject legislation, but it can’t introduce brand new legislation. Given that the members of the Bundesrat already have full-time jobs running their home states, that’s probably a good thing. Again, whether this is good or bad I don’t know. It seems to function fine, though sometimes I think the Bundesrat has a bit of an inferiority complex (“we really are important, we promise!”).

Still, I do see the Bundesrat serve as a brake on the Bundestag (like in my scooter example), so it seems they’re serving their function. And since there is no executive to serve as a check on the Bundestag in the parliamentary system (the governing coalition is always aligned with the Chancellor), it’s good that the Bundesrat is there as a check on the Bundestag.

Germany Civics, Part 1: The Bundestag

The Bundestag. Credit: Cezary Piwowarski [CC BY-SA (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0/)]

Having lived in both the US and Germany, I’ve felt that the German government just functions better. Some of that is likely due to Germany being a smaller and more homogeneous country. But I think they also have a better constitution (sorry, U.S. founders…). Let’s start with the German equivalent to the House of Representatives – the Bundestag. I don’t promise to get all the details just right, but I’ll do my best.

The Bundestag is the German Legislature, their lower house. The Bundestag passes laws, which then go to the Bundesrat (equivalent to the U.S. Senate, the upper house) for modification/approval. Technically the President can veto legislation – but only if they think it is unconstitutional.

The Bundestag also elects other members of government. Along with additional representatives from each state, it elects the (mostly-ceremonial) President every five years. It also elects the Chancellor (equivalent to a Prime Minister – that’s Angela Merkel). Half the members of the Supreme Court are also elected by the Bundestag – that vote requires a 2/3 majority, in order to encourage more centrist choices.

Elections to the Bundestag happen every four years. Typically 3-6 parties make it in, and they negotiate a coalition government (the standard thing for parliamentary systems). Right now there are 6 parties in the Bundestag, and a “Grand Coalition” between center right (Merkel’s party) and center left (the junior partner in the coalition, because they won way fewer seats).

Bundestag elections are different from US House elections in several important ways. I’ll focus on the electoral system in this post, because I think it is the most important area of difference between the Bundestag and the House of Representatives.

Before I get started, I’ll just note some of the things I want to see in an election for the lower chamber of a legislature:

  • Give everyone a vote of equal power
  • Allow for representation that is nuanced, not just black & white
  • Promote less frothy/grandstanding, and more problem-solving behavior by members
  • Allow for viewpoints held by a reasonably-sized minority to be voiced in the government and influence mainstream political dialogue
  • Ways for less privileged and/or less politically charismatic people to become a member

How Elections Work

Most importantly, every German gets two House votes per election – the first one for their district representative (“direct mandate”), and the second one for the party of their choice (“list mandate”).

There are 299 district representatives, and they are elected similar to most US representatives (except California, where we’ve adopted ranked-choice voting, yeah!!) – one local candidate from each party can run, and whichever one gets a plurality of votes in a district wins.

There are also 299 or more party delegates that are elected via the “party list” vote. Parties publish their lists of candidates ahead of time, and each voter votes for one party (e.g., I would vote “Green Party”). Seats are assigned based on the popular vote across the entire country, such that the overall composition of the Bundestag by party (including direct mandate seats) matches the popular list vote.

Bundestag elections. Credit: Pers.Ver.Wahl.v4.png: Horst Frankderivative work: Joherold [CC BY-SA (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0/)]

Some tricky bits:

  1. If a party fails to get more than 5% of the party list votes, it doesn’t get any seats assigned – this is to keep out fringe groups like the Nazi Party.
  2. People can run for election both as direct candidates and as list members. If they get elected as a direct candidate, their name just gets crossed off the list, since they’re already in.
  3. If letting in only 299 list members means that a party gets more direct seats than its share of the popular vote would have dictated, the other parties get extra seats so that the overall composition is correct. As a result, there may be well over 299 members of the Bundestag elected via the list mandate (on top of the exactly 299 who get in via direct mandate).
    • For example, if the Conservative party gets 150 direct mandate seats in the Bundestag, that’s 150/598 = 25% of the Bundestag at its minimum size, just from their direct seats. But if they only got 20% of the party vote, then the size of the Bundestag needs to be increased to 750, so that they have 150/750 = 20% of all seats. Those extra seats would go to other parties that were underrepresented in the direct mandates, relative to their share of the party mandates, so that every party’s share of seats reflects its share of the popular vote. (FYI: My round-numbers example is pretty extreme – 50% of the direct mandate seats, but only 20% of the list vote.)

Tricky item #3 happens all the time, when people elect somebody they trust and who has represented them for many years with their direct mandate, but then vote for a different party with their list vote, because actually they agree more with the other party’s overall platform. Or maybe they want to shake things up locally via a right-wing direct vote, but still keep Merkel in charge via a conservative list vote. As a result, the Bundestag can have up to 800 members (which admittedly sounds a little unwieldy, but seems to work).

2017 Bundestag election results. Note: CSU is the Bavarian “sister party” to CDU, so they act as one group in the Bundestag. Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bundestag, image from Slashme [Public domain].

In Germany’s 2017 Bundestag election (results above), you can see how the yellow party (FDP) won zero direct mandate seats, but with 10.7% of the party vote they got 80 party mandate seats. Nationalist AfD (blue) did even better in the party vote, despite only winning 3 direct mandate seats. Meanwhile CSU got zero and CDU got hardly any party mandate seats, because they got a very high number of direct mandate seats but not such a high share of the party vote (probably due to people voting for those other two parties). Fringe parties like the joke/protest party Die PARTEI and the animal protection party didn’t make the cut.

Impacts of the German electoral system

The electoral process I described is complicated and wonky. But it has real, positive impacts.

The Bundestag reflects the people’s preferences

A true popular vote

The Bundestag’s overall party composition is directly dictated by the popular vote by party. What a concept!

There is essentially no incentive to gerrymander. Sure, one representative’s seat may be safe, but winning more direct seats won’t give you any larger of a governing majority after the party vote is factored in, so there’s not much point. For comparison, in the last US election, FiveThirtyEight forecast that Democrats would need to get 55.6% of the popular vote just to get 50% of House seats.

While the U.S. founders wanted to avoid political parties, the reality is that we have them, and that they are the primary organizations for setting overarching political agendas. The legislature is tasked with implementing a political agenda, so I appreciate that in Germany the legislature’s makeup reflects the mix of political agendas each citizen prefers, on a one-citizen-one-vote basis, rather than on a weird gerrymandered basis. I think this better reflects the actual will of the people, rather than the will of whomever is in power and gets to draw the lines.

Multiple parties, with more representative platforms

By having a dual vote, Germany allows the mix of represented agendas to also include those of medium-sized parties that couldn’t otherwise make it into the Bundestag. While fringe parties that get less than 5% of the popular list vote are excluded, everybody else gets in – even if they are too small to win a single direct seat.

Sample ballot. Public domain.

For example, I would love to be able to vote for both Nancy Pelosi and a (reformed and actually viable) Green Party. But I can’t do that in the US – there’s no way a Green candidate could or should beat Nancy Pelosi. So we end up with only Democrats and Republicans, and that’s it. This can leave us stuck supporting partisanship and platforms we take serious issue with, without good alternatives (e.g., if you’re a Republican who doesn’t like Trumpism… what do you do?).

In contrast, Germany has a half-dozen parties big enough to enter the Bundestag. This allows for more nuanced party platforms that more accurately represent what their members want. For example, the center-left party can focus more on labor issues, and be somewhat green but not strongly so, while the Green Party can focus on climate change and gender issues, but less so on labor.

Imagine, for example, that instead of Trump taking over the Republican party, that a new party had developed. The Republican party could have stayed as the establishment party with more traditional conservatives, and the new party could have been the home of a more extremist/populist/anti-immigrant/nationalist movement. That is exactly what happened in Germany. The new nationalist party is winning lots of seats, and is able to very directly voice the concerns of its constituency, as you would expect in a representative democracy. It says lots of inflammatory anti-immigrant things and challenges existing conventions around third-rail topics like Holocaust remembrance. But it hasn’t taken over the Conservative party of Angela Merkel, and it’s not a part of the governing coalition, because actually only a minority of people (whether in Germany or the US) share the party’s views.

Having multiple parties also results in a slightly less religious approach to partisanship. Some parties are more aligned than others, but the alignments do shift. It’s quite normal for someone to be undecided as to whether they want to vote center-right vs. center-left, center vs. far left, green vs. far left, etc. While there’s basically zero overlap between green and nationalist party members, I’d bet there is some between far left & nationalist. So while liberals demonize the nationalist party just like Democrats demonize the Republican party (and vice versa), there’s less demonization across all the other parties, and more understanding that sometimes there are just differences in priority/focus.

You can see these shifting alliances in the governing coalitions, too. State-level elections show a diversity of coalitions in state legislatures, with some combinations that are hard to imagine happening in the US:

  • Center Right + Green
  • Center Left + Green
  • Center Right + Center Left
  • Center Right + Center Left + Green
  • Center Right + Libertarian
  • Center Right + Libertarian + Green
  • Center Left + Libertarian + Green
  • Center Left + Green + Left

Local needs addressed

At the same time as the overall composition of the Bundestag is determined by party, every district still gets to elect someone to advocate specifically for their needs, to bring home the pork, etc. For example, Berlin has Green Party representatives who advocate for improved local bike infrastructure. There are also a handful of local mandate representatives with no party affiliation. With the dual vote, people can separate local advocacy from broader party platform issues if they wish.

I do prefer California’s ranked-choice system to a plurality vote (I think it’s more representative of the majority will), but maybe that would be *too* crazy in Germany? Then they’d have to vote for their top 2 or 3 candidates, plus their preferred party. I’d love it, but I might not be typical 😉

Room for more diversity, skills, and moderation

If a major party really wants to be sure someone gets into the Bundestag, they can just put them high on the party list. Party leaders can be assured of entry into the Bundestag this way, but others can also get in via the list vote.

The Green Party has a rule that the list always begins with a woman, and then alternates between women and men. So even if women don’t win as many direct seats, they will get added in as party delegates. Barring the tricky situation mentioned above, this means the Greens end up with ~50% women in their parliamentary delegation, every election. They are also developing recommendations for other ways to integrate diversity into party structures and decision-making, and will be voting on new rules later this year.

Different parties have different rules for how they create their list of people. Candidates may be up and coming leader types, but they might also be policy wonks with expertise in something important; because the Bundestag is relatively large, it can get more into policy details than US politicians generally do.

List candidates might not be the best campaigners, or the most charismatic leaders. They don’t need to be super partisan and work people into a froth to get them excited enough to vote for them. Yet because of the list vote they can still make it into the Bundestag, where they can do useful things.

I’m really not sure how parties select which people exactly end up on the list. I think some allow members to vote only for party leaders, who then select list members; others may allow for more direct voting by members.

More ability to focus on getting work done

Once in the Bundestag, members also have more freedom. In the US today, if a representative isn’t sufficiently “pure” for the more partisan members of their district, they risk a primary challenge and/or lack of enthusiasm for their reelection campaign.

In Germany, these pressures also exist. However, the list provides an alternative to the direct vote that doesn’t depend on any local purity tests (though the member needs to stay in the good graces of the party as a whole). And with elections once every four years instead of once every two years, members don’t have to continually campaign to keep their seats.

Hello, My Brain Fog Friend

On May 25th this year, Joanna and I went on a biking Meetup through the beautiful forests in Brandenburg. We stopped for a drink at Kuddel’s, a small, leafy beer garden by the Dahme river. I left with a mild feeling of brain fog, stuffy nose, and itchy eyes. I thought that this must be my tree and grass pollen allergies acting up. Berlin was in peak allergy season, and I had just biked 40km outside, all day.

Later that day, our wonderful next door neighbor invited us over for her 50th birthday. One of her old housemates from college made Joanna and I an Old Fashioned. Soon, I started feeling deeply exhausted and sleepy. Every person in the room made me feel anxious. My mind slowed to half speed and I found it hard to follow conversations. The turbinates in my nose expanded and each breath took a bit more work. My eyelids grew swollen and sticky. My stomach and scalp itched strongly.

At first, I thought this might be a delayed allergic reaction to biking outside all day. Over the next few weeks, sensations like these happened regularly. They came at random and made themselves at home for a few hours or a day or two.

Joanna and I doubled down on allergy controls. I had already adapted most of my US allergy avoidance and treatment routine to Berlin. On the flight over, I’d carried a 6-month supply of allergy medications. I had two bottles of my sublingual immunotherapy drops. We packed our dust-mite proof mattress and pillow covers. One of our first purchases in Berlin was a room air filter. In the warm summer, we kept the windows closed and used A/C, which nobody does in Germany. I knew the pollen calendar by heart and had found reliable local pollen forecasts.

Pollen calendar from Stiftung Deutscher Polleninformationsdienst

Soon, I sensed this wasn’t the same old allergies. Even when I was in my pristine, allergy-controlled bubble at home, the symptoms came. They came quickly, often after a meal, in waves and patterns that felt unfamiliar. Half the days of the week, I had too much brain fog to concentrate on my side projects and learning German. What could possibly cause all these reactions, all at once?

A diagram of symptoms, known causes for some symptoms, and unknown causes.

I felt like I couldn’t trust my body. Like the early days in my allergy journey 15 years ago, I felt frustration and subtle hesitation. I could not commit to doing things when my body might shut down on a whim. This was not normal and I was not ready to accept continuing like this. I had to try something else.

The Elimination Diet

In early June, I called my allergist in San Francisco to talk about the new mystery symptoms. He recommended trying an elimination diet.

I looked online for resources on how to run such a diet. After some searching, I found Michael Ruscio’s book “Healthy Gut, Healthy You.” In a sea of pseudoscience gut health resources, this book at least tried to be evidence-based. It was honest about what’s backed by research or not. For example, Ruscio used IgG food sensitivity tests in his practice, but stopped after realizing they produced more noise than signal.

Ruscio’s principles for running a diet experiment seemed thoughtful and lined up with my allergist’s recommendations. These are some key parts I gleaned from the book:

  • Reset
    Start with a very simple diet to reset the digestive system (e.g. liquid fast with bone broth or lemonade)
  • Organize by food group
    Plan around adding or removing categories of food. Choose groups in an order that might reveal the most. For example, Ruscio recommended starting with a Paleo diet and if that didn’t help much, moving to an autoimmune Paleo diet (minus common allergens like dairy, gluten, legumes, eggs)
  • Personalization
    Each person has different dietary needs, based on personal factors and ancestral history. No diet is universally healthy. For example, if you ascribe to eating like your hunter-gatherer ancestors, they differed wildly in carbohydrate consumption depending on where they lived.
  • Wait and see
    Give each major change in diet 2-3 weeks and track symptoms. It takes time for the gut and body to respond to changes.
  • Avoid angst
    Don’t fret about sticking 100% to a diet. Going off plan once in a while won’t make a big difference. Hiding in a hole and avoiding friends is worse.

Data to the Rescue!

For those who’ve worked with me, you know I’m a bit of a data nerd. I wanted a food diary that could help me and my allergist understand my symptoms.

I hoped to understand correlations between my sensations and triggers. To do this, I wanted to know how my sensations varied over time, with subjective but comparable measurements. I decided on a list of sensations to track and what scales to use (e.g. Mankowski pain scale, Bristol poop scale). I also wanted to track potential triggers, especially foods eaten.

For those who’ve worked with me, you also know that I’m a lazy engineer (the best kind). The less work I need to do to get things done, the better. So before the diet, I looked for an app that did what I needed. I hoped there might be a single app, and mySymptoms came close. But while it had a good symptom tracking UI, its food tracking and correlations were meaningless. So I added MyFitnessPal in for food tracking and resigned myself to merging and analyzing the data on my own.

Running Experiments

Following Ruscio’s guidelines, I started with 4 days of liquid-only fast to cleanse the digestive system. Then 3 weeks of Autoimmune Paleo, slowly adding 2-3 foods every couple of days. I skipped Ruscio’s recommendation to start with Paleo, because I already knew I had nut and legume allergies and issues with dairy.

The video below shows meals I ate over time, with a few new foods added every day or two. If the foods seemed safe, I would keep eating them. The first few days were all chard and eggs, but soon chicken, carrots, and many more foods joined the safe list. We cooked chard in so many different ways! I also ran into foods that were often bad, like strawberries, raspberries, chocolate, salmon, and aged cheeses.

I worried briefly about how I would react to such a limited diet. But trips to the grocery store felt freeing — when I could only eat a few things, I breezed through the aisles and didn’t need to make choices.

Better Tools and Reports

After a few weeks, I understood more about what I wanted in my food diary. MyFitnessPal took too much work and I didn’t need the detailed calorie counts. Instead, I started entering foods eaten directly into my spreadsheet. Also, the work to transfer data from mySymptoms was annoying, so I built my own web page. It logged sensations into the spreadsheet and updated reports.

I made reports to answer key questions. One was a daily food diary to see how sensations varied, every 6 hour period, with foods eaten. Another summarized foods from the daily diary as likely good or bad and mapped each food to sensitivity categories from a Baliza Food Intolerance app. This made it possible to tie sensations to foods, and foods to types of sensitivity.

What I Learned So Far

By mid-July, I understood much more about my body. Symptoms happened in three different ways: food allergens like nuts triggered mainly itching, dairy triggered bloating and gas, and the “bad” foods triggered almost all of the sensations. Symptoms tended to come an hour or two after eating and lasted for half a day to a day. From the food sensitivity report, I started guessing that I might have histamine issues. Joanna started joking that I’m a “sensitive man.”

Histamine plays an important role in immune response, gut regulation, and as a neurotransmitter. These are normally good things. Yet, it’s possible for the body to absorb too much histamine into the bloodstream. It can also have too little Diamine Oxidase (DAO), the enzyme that breaks down and regulates histamine.

Many foods contain histamine that gets absorbed in the gut. Many foods develop histamine when they decay. So not only does the kind of food matter, but also how it was handled. For example, when ground meat is not kept cold enough, it has more surface area and spoils quickly. Most fermented or aged foods develop high levels of histamine (e.g. soy sauce, aged cheese, beer). A few items like lemon juice and chocolate liberate histamines, causing the body to release more histamine. The list of foods is quite long (see this Swiss interest group’s food compatibility list)

Having a plausible story only raised more questions. Was I really histamine intolerant, or could it be something else? What caused this? What could I do about it? Would I ever eat dim sum or fondue again?

I needed more expert help to interpret and act on what I was learning. On July 24th, I started reviewing my symptoms with doctors. That journey through the American and German medical systems is a story for another time.

In parallel, I continued experimenting and keeping a food diary. I tested more histamine-rich foods, but I also started systematically avoiding them. I wanted to try and live life as best as I could.

How’s Life in Berlin, Part 1

<Bryan rant on> Let me start by giving an unconventional answer. As I travel, I hear many people talk about how places are very different. Germans are efficient and socialist or Americans are materialistic and capitalist. They give supporting anecdotes and stories.

This kind of answer doesn’t represent how I experience the world. I’ve been very lucky to travel all over. The world is quite connected and shares similar lifestyles in many ways. See how families with an income over $2000 a month live around the world on Dollar Street, for example. Many facets of life are immediately familiar anywhere.

I want to practice giving our shared humanity the weight it deserves, while acknowledging our differences. I think this is more representative.

So with that in mind, I’ll dive into more about life in Berlin so far and how it’s like. <Bryan rant off>

<Joanna comment on> Bryan wrote this post. I don’t entirely share his impressions, and I attend more to the differences than Bryan does. But that’s just our respective natures! <Joanna comment off>

Language

Before I arrived in Berlin, Joanna and other friends said it would be possible to get by with English. This is technically true — several friends who’ve been here for 6+ years don’t speak much German and it works for them. There are many English-speaking native Germans and expats, especially in downtown (Mitte).

Within an hour of landing here though, I felt that German is the primary language for business, bureaucracy, and life. It takes work to use anything else. Many cultural events and exhibits are only in German. Plus, although many Germans learned English in school growing up, very few older Germans seem at ease discussing complex topics in English, unless they lived or worked in an English place. So not knowing German feels limiting.

This motivated me to learn more German! I used SmarterGerman, which teaches a broad set of skills using modern methods (minimal memorizing!). It’s been quite helpful, along with having a fluent life partner 🙂 Now I can often participate in basic conversations. I made it back in one piece on a couple of solo weekend trips, without Joanna.

It’s been an interesting experience and helpful to imagine what living in San Francisco without English might be like. Probably similar and even harder to get by, except for some government services available in multiple languages. Also it’s been fun to see how close or far away our smartphone apps are from a Babelfish. We’ve come a long way since I travelled the Southern Hemisphere in 2012, but there’s a long way to go.

Bureaucracy

Bureaucracy steps when we first moved to Berlin, arrows show dependencies

Joanna and I have worked our way through a good deal of bureaucracy in Berlin. It’s been tolerable. A few bureaucrats have been fussy, but usually we’ve had friendly people, intent on applying rules in a sensible way, with reasonable wiggle room. We’ve heard it’s harder for people who don’t come from USA / Canada, with our professional background.

Bureaucracy was generally in German only. Thankfully, I had Joanna to help, and all I had to give was snuggles and back rubs. The most important step was the Anmeldung (residence registration) once we had a rental apartment. So many other steps depend on this.

Basically it felt like the bureaucratic experience when I moved to the US for college, except everything in the US depends on getting a Social Security Number. It was also interesting to consider how each system marginalized some people.

Groceries

Buying groceries in Berlin is a lot like SF, down to the impulse candy buys before checkout.

The first time I went shopping alone, without Joanna, it took me an hour and a half to buy ten things. I had to learn enough German to figure the different grades of wheat flour and which one to use. A week later, once I’d learned how to map English brands and item names to German ones, I felt at home. The grocery has most of the same kinds of things, organized in the same sections, and sold in the same ways.

There are some differences too. Stores in SF stock a much bigger Kombucha shelf. Berlin groceries have more tasty cheese and sausage. The fruit and vegetable selection in Berlin is a bit more seasonal and local, but there’s often fruit flown in from South America. And it’s much harder to find bean-to-bar chocolate in Berlin.

Also, there are no big-box organic groceries in Berlin. At our neighbourhood favourite, the LPG Biomarkt, you get to chose between three or four kinds of eggs, depending on what’s available. When we were back in SF in September, the Whole Foods was shockingly large. Disorienting almost! The egg section there takes up as much space as the entire dairy section at LPG:

Egg product segmentation (and price segmentation) at work at Whole Foods
Egg section at the LPG Biomarkt

Getting Around

While San Francisco is one of the better places for walking, biking, and transit in the US, getting around in Berlin feels noticeably faster, safer, and less car-centric.

First, Berlin has a historical advantage: density. Since the late 1800s, over a million people have lived in the central core. All the buildings in the core are six stories or more, with lots of shops and offices mixed in with homes. Only a few neighborhoods in SF like Russian Hill and the Mission approach this level of density. Very few have as much mixed use. This means that in Berlin, there are more people, services, and cultural opportunities in a smaller area. Things are just closer, no matter how you get there.

Map of Berlin in 1877 (from Wikipedia’s list of Historical Maps of Berlin)

For virtually all trips in the city of Berlin under half an hour, Joanna and I bike. While San Francisco has an admirable network of bike corridors like the fun Wiggle, Berlin’s is denser, with physically separate bike lanes, bike-only traffic signals. Add in the lack of hills in Berlin, and biking feels a lot easier than in San Francisco.

When we’re not on bike, the public transit is also a step up. San Francisco has reasonable transit — I used Caltrain daily for commuting and BART often to go to East Bay, but compared to Berlin, it’s slow, infrequent, and has spotty coverage. In the central core in Berlin (inside the Ringbahn), you can go from anywhere to anywhere in half an hour or less. Usually only a few minutes slower than by car or bike. Plus subways come every 3 minutes, not 15 like the BART or an hour between Caltrains. It takes much less thinking.

For longer trips, there is a dense train network. Travel time often approaches or beats flying or driving, with much better comfort. In California, I rode the Coast Starlight from Disneyland to San Jose once and it took 12 hours to go 360 miles. This is not practical. In Germany, the fast train from Berlin to Munich goes a similar distance in under 4 hours. This was a wonderful way to see the Alps or meet up with friends in the south.

One thing both places share is a focus on cars. Cars, parking, roadways, traffic, pollution, and noise are pervasive around Berlin almost as much as in San Francisco. Even though public transit and biking work well for me personally, in a 2015 study, a plurality of Berliners (37%) got around daily by car. An even larger fraction (45%) preferred to use the car as the primary mode of transportation. It’s been nice to hear about a car-free Market St in SF from afar. Car-free zones in Berlin are coming but stalled in trial projects.

Transportation works in both places, but it just works better in Germany. The historical advantages in land use and infrastructure that make this possible will take many decades for California to catch up on.

WILDERNESS

While we’ve been here in Germany, it’s been wonderful to wander the lakes and forests around Berlin, hang out in beautiful urban parks in the city, explore the canals and rivers, and visit a few spectacular national parks. There’s plenty of thoughtfully preserved nature here. Fall colours are beautiful all over, compared to a few choice spots in California. Walking on the beach in Jasmund National Park on the Baltic Sea reminded me very much of hiking the Lost Coast in California — waves rolling onto a cliff-side beach for miles and miles.

However, I miss the wilderness in California. There is nothing like it here. Even in the national parks, it’s hard to avoid running into centuries of intensive land use: farms, towns, roads, trains, boats, and airplanes. This has benefits, like stopping at a cafe for tasty Apple cake mid-hike. But, it’s hard to have the same level disconnection from human influence.

Germany is working to improve, but only 0.6% of the country is protected wilderness. This is a far cry from 15% of California designated as wilderness, and over 47% as protected public land of some kind. Just as Germany has a historical legacy of better transportation infrastructure, California has a noticeably stronger legacy of wilderness protection.

In Short…

In my day to day life here, I feel like many things are quite similar in general. It took a few weeks to pick up enough German, setup a foundation, and shift habits slightly. The only thing that’s been harder to adjust to is that most of my friends and community are back in the States.

More Berlin impressions to come in a future post on things like entertainment, gender roles, nudity, children, housing, homelessness, pace of life, smoking, tech, dim sum, and more. Maybe also what the alternate-universe German Joanna is like compared to California Joanna?

Visiting a Megachurch for the first time

While we travel this year, we hope to experience communities that have not been a part of our life in San Francisco. We hope you have a chance to travel with us as we try to find ways to share our experience with you from afar.

Back in January, as Joanna and I looked at where to go, we both wanted to spend time in the American South — it’s part of the fabric and history of America, yet it felt foreign in many ways. It’s also warm and has no snow, which we figured would be a good break for the non-Canadian boo, after our time in snowy Colorado. One of the places we wanted to along the way was a megachurch.

Joanna has fond memories of a road trip through Savannah & Charleston and on up to New York City. However, she felt that maybe Savannah & Charleston might not be too representative of other parts of the South, and that cute old buildings and touring an old plantation gives only a small part of the picture of what it’s like in the South today. Joanna also grew up going to a fairly large synagogue (when she went to synagogue, which was really just a couple of times a year), so she was curious how a megachurch would compare.

Bryan went in with only the vaguest idea — brief glimpses of Billy Graham-era televangelism, and a sense of how and why the evangelical vote sways elections.

Finding a Megachurch

In Birmingham, Alabama, we started looking for megachurches to visit and had more than a dozen choices (from the Hartford Institute database). We picked the two marked in yellow: the Church of the Highlands and the Worship Center.

Highlands is the largest megachurch in the state of Alabama, with a weekly attendance over 20,000 people spread across 15 campuses. Each campus has its own local pastor and local volunteers, who create a blended service that merges on-site elements with a telecast main service from the central campus. Highlands was founded by Chris Hodges, who also co-founded the Association of Related Churches (ARC). Through that organization, since 2001 he’s helped launch and connect hundreds of other churches around the US, including several other megachurches.

The Worship Center looked interesting as one of the biggest African American megachurches. Alabama is 26% African American, and African American Alabamians have made huge contributions to America (e.g., Rosa Parks and Martin Luther King Jr!), so we wanted to spend some time learning more about specifically African American experiences in Alabama.

Joining Sunday Services

At the Worship Center

The Worship Center has services in-person at three campuses in Birmingham and streams online here. We encourage you to check it out for yourself, but we’ll tell you about our experience here.

We got up bright and early for the 8AM morning service at the Huffman-Derby satellite site. From the moment we wandered in, we both felt warmly welcomed. Enthusiastic greeters with “You’re awesome!” signs wished us good morning at the door, and when we mentioned it was our first time, our greeter walked us over to the coffee station and pointed us to the entry to the worship room. While there were hardly any other non-African-Americans there, we never felt out of place, unwelcome, or judged.

The service began with a joyful and energizing worship. Since we were at a satellite campus, the main campus came in on video feed, but the room still felt very much alive, if not completely full (it was the early morning service, after all). A band at our campus played with the lead singer on screen, and members of the Worship Center Dream Team sang and danced along on stage and beside us in the aisles. The members of the church sang and danced too, interjecting thanks and praises to Jesus.

In second half of the service, we heard messages from speakers as part of the Dare to Commit series. The pastor talked about daring to make a commitment, like getting married, making a purity pledge, getting baptized, growing a relationship with God, becoming a leader in the church, or joining affiliated “small group” activity clubs.

Small group activity clubs might be things like a running club, or a charity group, or a parents group. There are many many small groups to choose from, and one could have a very full social life just attending group events.

Two visitors from Los Angeles also gave sermons on the theme of taking action. The first was a study of John 5-13, the story of a sick man who had lain by a pool for 38 years, waiting for someone to help him dip in the pool and be healed. When Jesus came by, he exhorted the sick man to walk and go to the pool, and the man was healed. The speaker talked about the story and how it paralleled moments in life where we worry or suffer, yet stop one step short of acting.

The second speaker talked more about experiences from his life as a pastor and real estate agent, along with stories about Chuck Yeager breaking the sound barrier. He talked about missed opportunities and how taking a step forward is so hard — especially in leaps of faith in growing a fuller relationship with God. He noted that at these times, even with God and a whole community behind you, it’s so easy for the Devil to push back and stop you in your tracks. He encouraged us all to channel our inner LA driver. When we see a stop sign followed by a row of green lights ahead, to just roll through it and “get a little illegal.”

For these speakers, we felt like we understood the message, even if we didn’t personally believe in the parts asking for a deeper fulfillment to God. Most of the message had secular relevance to life in general.

There was also a speaker visiting for the church’s weekend relationship conference. Referring to notes on her cell phone, she delivered a frenetic stream of loosely associated biblical references, numerological commentary, and phrases spoken in tongues. While she had an enthusiastic response from the audience, we didn’t quite grasp the experience ourselves. It sounds like in some megachurch communities, it’s very important to become moved to speak in tongues, once you get to a certain level of involvement & leadership.

Services ended with a spoken donation pledge, where everyone read out words on the main screen, making a commitment to spend money with the idea that all of it is God’s money and to tithe at least 10% to the church each year. It seemed that this is the standard ending to all their services.

At the Church of the Highlands

We went next to the Grants Mill site of the Church of the Highlands, the original main campus that broadcasts to satellite campuses. It felt like an even larger, and also welcoming community.

As we neared the Grants Mill campus, we saw hundreds of cars in line with police directing traffic. Inside, we went first into a wide open entrance with hundreds of folks milling around, like a shiny, modern concert hall. Up above, four large posters shared key aspirations of the church such as “Make a Difference” and “Discover Purpose.” We arrived relatively close to the start time, so we got seats near the back. However, with stadium seating in back and large screens up front, every seat has a good view.

Services here started with a musical worship, with exceptionally polished production values — it had a multiracial group of singers on stage backed by an uplifting musical flow and a glowing, bubbly karaoke video backdrop. In the audience, thousands sang and swayed along to refrains like “Victory belongs to Jesus.” To see what we saw, find the online worship and message from February 17th here.

Next up, the pastor invited Les Parrott on stage. Les and his wife Leslie are well-known researchers, teachers and authors on relationships. Over the weekend, Les had lead an annual marriage conference at the church with thousands of couples.

Les spoke about the most important requirement in a relationship:

If you try to find intimacy with another person before achieving a sense of wholeness on your own, all your relationships become an attempt to complete yourself.

Drs. Les & Leslie Parrott

What does it mean to be whole? He detailed these ways:

  1. Profound Significance – Knowing deeply that you matter, because God’s love is fully in you
  2. Unswerving Authenticity – Being true to yourself
  3. Self-giving Love – Going the extra mile for others, in ways big and small

We both thought these sounded entirely sensible, and things that aligned with our beliefs and secular beliefs at-large, after filtering elements related to God; for example, we believe we matter because we see our own value.

As the service wound down, there was a closing encouragement to connect with the church and give; however, not to the strong degree we saw earlier at the Worship Center. We also received flyers with a survey and an opportunity to receive a welcome card in the mail from the church, which would help the church to start an ongoing relationship with us if we chose.

Our Impressions

After Highlands, we chatted over lunch about what we’d been a part of.

Both megachurches felt welcoming, inclusive, and uplifting. It was easy to join in and immediately feel like part of a vibrant community. The messages focused on generally thoughtful and useful life advice, with connection to Christianity. Everything was delivered by effective speakers, with a gentle, yet pervasive encouragement to let God fully in, and one way to do this was to make progress on clear tracks at the church like joining the Dream Team or participating in leadership opportunities. Each church also had a strong online presence for reconnecting after services and to view services online.

We also felt like we’d only seen a glimpse. We went to two non-denominational Birmingham megachurches, separated by a 10 minute drive. Across the United States, there are thousands of megachurches everywhere, in numerous denominations. The Hartford Institute for Religion Research tracks a growing database. At the churches we went to, we also wondered if the message might give us the same or different impression in a different week. Joanna also noticed that there was no political content, and no controversial content. We wondered if the tracks to progress at the Church would remain as widely engaging, or if they might lead to a more insular bubble within a single church.

In short, we thought both churches were heartfelt yet also well-oiled machines, optimized to reach a wide audience and move them to become increasingly involved in the community – and give their time and money in support of it.

Joanna was impressed by the efficiency of the marketing and messaging. There was no modest shying away from discussing money, or accepting excuses. No matter how poor you are, if all money belongs to God, then you should tithe; and you will benefit more from that experience than you would from using the money for your own family. There was also a complete embrace of new technology and marketing techniques to serve church needs, very much unlike most synagogues (perhaps in part because using technology on Shabbat is a bit of a no-no, perhaps because Judaism is so focused on tradition and ritual, in comparison). The big screens and uplifting music that fill and enliven the room, the welcome signs and the survey that also gets your email & home address, the spiffy church news video segment, the channeling of members into internal clubs and leadership paths, the focus on non-controversial and uplifting content only, the group pledge to donate, the direction to pull out your phone and donate via text message *right now* – everything is geared towards getting members involved and donating, as much and as often as possible. Joanna also wonders what other communities and movements can learn from megachurch approaches. What if climate groups started doing all of these things? Would they be more successful? Would it be a good thing?

At the same time, Joanna also felt that the services were a bit fluffy, or like eating candy. The sermons were generally thoughtful. But would it continue to be engaging if we attended week after week? All uplifting and nothing controversial doesn’t sound too enticing, long term. Maybe more nuanced activities happen in the small group clubs, however. And Joanna doesn’t go to temple on a regular basis either, so maybe it’s just that she’s not cut out for weekly worship!

Climate strike tomorrow in SF! September 20

Long time no see! Sorry we haven’t been very good about posting here… But I really do plan to post again soon!! In the meantime… We are very very briefly in the bay area for a friend’s wedding over the weekend. While we’re there, I’m planning to join the climate strike in SF for about an hour, from 10-11 am tomorrow (Friday). If you’d like to join, let me know! We can meet near Civic Center just before it begins. It would be great to see you, if you can make it! (Bryan’s busy running errands; he won’t be there.)

-Turtle

2018 Carbon offsets

With all of our traveling, I sometimes get an environmentalist’s guilty conscience. We’re renting a Jeep SUV! And taking so many plane flights! And I still eat red meat!! This is against everything I supposedly stand for!!! I personally define values not as what we profess to care about, but rather as what our actions reveal us to care about. So… do I value sustainability or not?

For the past few years, I’ve been assuaging my guilty conscience with annual carbon offsets (guilt is a great motivator!!). I’m not sure that I believe it’s a perfect counter to all of my emissions, and really I think carbon pricing needs to be mandatory rather than voluntary, but I do believe it does good – it’s not just a modern-day indulgence. And if as many people bought offsets as buy Priuses, I think that’d be pretty awesome!

I’m also very particular about what type of offset I will purchase, because I think a lot of them aren’t effective or aligned with my values. I’ve settled on water filters for rural communities in developing countries, which offsets the carbon emitted from burning wood to boil water. Just as important, the project reduces the amount of time people (often women/girls) spend gathering wood, preserves local forests & biodiversity, and reduces negative health/economic/quality-of-life impacts of either burning wood indoors (soot impacts) or drinking contaminated water (illness impacts). Some projects I won’t invest in are renewable energy projects & landfill gas capture in the US – I think these should be mandated by law, not funded with offsets, and often they’re economic anyway.

Our 2018 Carbon Footprint

With the help of my Google calendar (to check travel history) and my favorite carbon footprint calculator, here’s where I stand this year. It’s inexact, but I figure it’s a reasonable estimate:

Joanna’s Carbon Footprint in 2018

Air travel is always my arch-nemesis… But road trips were a big factor last year, too. Maybe Bryan and I can do more train travel in Europe? But I’m pretty resigned to having a big carbon footprint this year, and figure I’ll just have a lot to offset. Water filters, you can count on my support!!!

Bryan joined in the exercise this year, too. He had a larger footprint, about 50 tons. He took more flights than I did, and also chose to offset indirect impact from services like rent paid and hotel costs.

But we’re both pretty low-footprint for where we live, I think because we don’t own a car and mostly got around by bike or Caltrain last year.

If you’d like to calculate to calculate your carbon footprint and offset it

  1. Calculate your carbon footprint
  2. Purchase offsets here (or wherever else you’d like, but I like Native Energy!)
  3. Feel good about it!

You can get super detailed like I do, or you can just enter your zip code, number of people in your household, and household income, and the calculator will give you an average number. And if you’re open to sharing, please post your footprint in the comments on this post!

Happy Offsetting!!